wakey wakey

repeat as often as necessary.

yucky

recently had to go to the doctor for some testing to see if I had an ulcer. lots of gross scary tests, the worst of which was an endoscopy. if you don't know what that is, ask your mommy. at any rate, I was having a ton of panic attacks and very unhappy. but thankfully they sedated me so it was okay. 

in the end, I don't have an ulcer. but I do have some bad acid reflux disease, and a stomach hernia :/ 

so no more drinking, smoking, or eating pizza for me. 

phooey. 

arguing with myself

I feel like we have this argument everyday....

rainy day

went to the doctor today and may have an ulcer. I has nasty tests I have to go do at a hospital this week.
none too thrilled about it.

happy happy joy joy

i ate some delicious jelly beans and this is how they made me feel.